{Sunday, August 20, 2006}

swimming is getting horrible.
i know its routine time and i should be happy really.
but its like its group routine and all, so we should accomadate to one another right?
like adapt to one another, give in to one another.
and become a team of one person. unity, synchronisation.
why impossible it is.
i ponder how all the video things happen.

its a team thing for God's sake, cant you act like youre in a TEAM? holy shit you. its like its highly impossible for the worse to be muchmuch better right? so you can only slow down and adapt to the slower ones, the lousier ones, in other words, ME. im not good enough i know. i cant do it know. im too slow for you i know. it was proven in the duet, and now the group routine i have to be beside you again. its really difficult trying to appear to be good when im beside i professional, a fast and like the best? i know im not fit enough for you, to be beside and will only pull you down. but the fact remains that this is a team effort. and as a team we have to act as one. and since we cant catch up with you, why cant you slow down? and be with us, and move together with us, so that we will appear as a team, and be one. just slow down? for us? for ME. its really a high difficulty to watch out for you to slow down when you appear stationary at the danba shit, then speed and sprint after you when you do the yulei. like hello, can you stay at a constant speed? you are ALWAYS moving, even when youre not supposed to. and im already slower than you, and in the part where im not supposed to move, i have to act like a moron and speed to try to catch up with you. i mean if i hadnt tell you and here i am bitching about you, then im at fault, but ive told you a million times and you still dont want to listen to me. you made me appear so lousy, so much below your level. i know im lousy, but is there a need for you to boast and make me feel worse? i dont know lah, maybe im being IGNORANT and SELFISH but i cant take it anymore. im tired of always being behind of you, and not voicing out, too scared. im tired of forever laughing with you just to entertain you. im tired of putting up with your nonsense and wtvr. im tired of entertaining you. im tired of listening to your shit. im tired of trying desperately catching up with you when i know i cant do it.
im seriously tired, cant you just give me a break.

see lah, just as i talking about all the shit below, telling myself i have to change ..
i blame others again
when its clearly about me being slow, being lousy.
eurgh

and i actually even have passer-by trying to cheer me up.
oh freak it.

epl is enjoyable (:
and i love man u lah (:
and their coach is much better than that stupid liverpool coach
i hate the liverpool coach can, even more than i hate eriksson.
who is it anyway
and i have to go out today to eat KOREAN food.
:/ until i miss 5 goals in the match. eurgh :(
rooney scored 2, ronaldo 1, saha 1, 1 own goal, MAN U is lovely lovely.
im going mad
along with samantha
hehehhehe (:
but i'll love to see my torres run across my tv lah.
it'll be like what 2008 before i see him again :(
oh man.
and i keep seeing ronaldo nowadays and i go gaga over him and jump up and down and moan when he missed that easy clear shot
but what i really want is my darling torres and moan when he misses something and cheer when he scores and even jump up and down whenever the camara focuses on him.

oh man, wheres my torres
of course my cristiano is really nice to watch too.
but my torres!

and euro wont have cristiano.
so now i miss torres, i will miss cristiano later ;D

soos;
i know its really hard on you two. especially you, lukray. but hold on okay, hang in there. the storm will pass and all will be fine (:
jacq;
hey lovely bestie, dont be so sad anymore. we're here for you okay, no matter rain o shine.
a guy aint worth it (:
lew;
i know you will read this, alien. so you dont pretend you didnt. i just want you to know that times may be tough now, but hang on there. your fam will be alright. everything will turn out fine. believe the faith (:
lion!;
eh my darling lion! dont be so sad! influenced is it! dont be okay, cause you know that im always there for you, to watch the stars through the phone with you ;) cheer up ;D
tek;
eh womanwoman! you are essential to us! you are like the best please, dont look down on yourself, cause we look up to you. you are not the one letting us down. we are letting you down
marvells;
omg, you crazy brothers (: but i know something is up. i dont need to know what, but bear in mind, youre need someone to talk to? we're always there, im always there :D
mac;
i miss macs with you! and your father will understand one day. believe me (: and you have to trust and hang in there. we'll be there for you as you hang in there, you can count on that ;D
creek;
your father wont come anywhere near again, dont worry. everything is fine (: you are not yourself lately. dont be so troubled! :) smile like what you are here for :D
khor and daris;
dont quarell anymore :( you sad = team sad. you two have to work together and be a team. remember all for one, one for all? i know youre can achieve it. give in! (: remm the bridge story! (:
FF/F! times are difficult for us, for all of you.
and i know, but hang in there, and bear in mind we each have each other to lean on (:

teo;
thank you my dear (: i love you alotalot :D you really helped me alot.
and dont worry, epl kindof cheered me up :D
you stay cheerful too alright! :)
sam;
i rock dont i (: you will know more about football than i do one day ;)
heh, until then your dream of cristiano! (:

i love the friends i have and rock my life (:

when will you learn to know me, to give in, to give me a break

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